I am not sure how cold my heart is to be able to handle this much pain in my life. I look at pain like it is a part of me. I breathe with broken soul and I am aware of it. Once in awhile I crave for tears that would ease the pain, like it does when one pops in an aspirin for headache. And I feel fine.
Is learning about life creates an emotionless person or the understanding makes me underrate my own feelings?
Do I need to be in pain to feel pain and if I no longer feel it, am I in denial or am I already free ? Sometimes I know that I am in pain, but it doesn't bother me much anymore. But I see people around me struggling and I feel left out for not being in such state of mind anymore.
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Reality bites. We're just human. Bertabahlah... :)
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