Typical..

Sometimes in life, all I want is to be a typical person, with a typical family and a typical life. Just so-and-so. Not different. Not trying to be normal. Just living every day in a normal life, in a normal environment.

Sometimes I envy people like that. They don’t realize how thankful they should be. But hey, who likes to be called typical? Each and every one of us wants to be different and unique. Hmm. Even though I try my best to bring something different, to let people remember who I am… at the same time, I’m struggling to keep myself on the right path. A normal person.

I think too much.
I care too much.
I care too little.
I focus on things too deeply.
I ignore things completely.

I’m this. I’m that.
Keep changing. Keep trying to maintain being myself.
Not shutting out everything outside my circle.

I’m trying.
I’m making an effort.
Every single day.

I know people say “just be yourself,”
but I don’t think being myself is a good idea...

Sometimes I wish I were a typical person.
Single-minded, simple, carefree.

But I guess I’m not like that.
I’m creating myself, based on the experiences in life.

Hmm... This is who I am.
A person who is struggling to be someone typical.