Feel bad.

You know what makes me feel bad?
Low self-esteem.

When my two geniuses divide their jobs for the PHP programming work,
and I’m just decorating with simple HTML, CSS, and JavaScript.

I’m not taking things for granted.
I’m having a hard time trying to learn all this.
I AM!!

Every day, I do the exercises, I build my own database and stuff...
But I’m too slow compared to them.
And my heart is really aching because the tension is building up.
That feeling, trying too hard to work harder and harder...
The mix of shame and rendah diri... aii...

I’m trying.
I know I am...